In memory of his valor

Dear Mr and Mrs Blake,

I hope this letter finds you and your family in good health. The loss of a child is a pain that I can only imagine numbs you and your family to the core. Nothing I say in this letter will stop the pain from getting easier. I am Lance corporal Thomas, you do not know me, yet I wanted to get the chance to talk about your son and I last moments together… Blake opened my eyes to a world that seemed far less tragic – a war that did not seem so bad. He told me many stories; I will hold on to these in my memory.

I cannot specifically say where I am, nor can I go in to detail of the past few days with your son, I will say that he made the days go by quicker and very much brighter. He told me stories, stories about you and your family, how he loved and cherished you all – that he was not afraid.

Blake saved me. He risked his life to save mine once before, I just wish I could have done the same. Blake and I were trying to save a man from dying – I ran to get help, as he turned on Blake with a blade. I assure you the death was fast, he seemed at peace. I tried so much to save him and yet I failed. No matter what words I express in this letter, it will not change the outcome, I curse myself for not doing more. Id like you to know that Blake was only a few miles apart from his brother, the time he passed, I’m telling you this as I find comfort within this. He spoke so highly about his brother. They must have been close, I wonder?

I will honour the privilege of working closely with your son. He was a remarkable soldier. He gave me a second chance of life, and I will live everyday in honour of him. The guilt and pain I carry everyday does not go away… I’m not asking for your condolence nor your sympathy, but a reminder you are not alone.

Do not feel like you need to write back; I understand why you would not. I made a promise to myself to bring my men back. I will be keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. My deepest condolences with love and respected are with you at this time.

Yours sincerely,

Lance corporal Thomas.